H's journal ♥

The worst has yet to come,
It's like the end of week 5 in TP and I thought my workload would lessen considering pulling through both quizzes! But, boy was I wrong.
Week 6 is like mad crazy!!! I think it's the climax for this term.. and the next term would be unimaginable..
I've got like a whole to-do lists.. with 6 things on my list, which are all accountable for! Not just mere tutorials or assignments! Due by week 6!!

CKTSIG quiz(damn hard)
ORGCOM test + proj submission
Culture report
Bioinfo PR1
MCT discovery journal

Firstly, BIOINFORMATICS ARE SHITASSES!!!! Seriously! How do you expect us to 'make a website'?!
No sources are given/provided for us to 'make a website'. Sure, html/java coding are taught but not MS frontpage & Dreamweaver. My brain is drying from reading all sorts of tutorials! And when I taught I found something, a glow of light from MS frontpage in school, it disappeared simply because I can't download it at home!!
And so, I went on figuring out dreamweaver, which is like for pro website creators to use! I'm like a computer idiot!!! I'd be most elated+glad+thankful+grateful if the teachers would actually let us present our findings or put it together as a report!!!

And MCT, oh boy.. crazy madness!! No available findings!! People posting on the Discoverywiki haven't really relate to the check list given because the web isn't enough. Books are gone in the library.
And it's only 5% of our marks!

Definitely counting down to the days of the term break. Definitely gonna rest my brain. Definitely not gonna touch those books/software/papers!
God save me...

Procrastinated at waking up at 7am.
Ended up waking up at 7.30am.
Wednesday blues; Bled early morn and will continue to do so for the next week or so.
Did a last min revision for the quiz later and ended up being late for school.
Not to mention my tired eyes from the early wednesday morn.
Looking at the whopping 50 marks on the quiz paper made my tired eyes: un-tired.
Looking at the word proteins made me jump out of my seat leading to a conclusion that Danker's words cannot be trusted.
Realised I didn't save my culture report in the old MS format.
Ended up multi-tasking: Typing out report and had a informal proj meeting on the What-to-dos.
Half listening to Qian's rambling whilst surfing the net.
Finally settled my craving for this week: Design's nacho cheese + chicken chop;.
Went for Fox's tutorial.
Gave an informal presentation on our thoughts in the blazing cold LT - Trembled (Thank God for the paper)
Taught Angie algebra,
Almost had a heart attack while editing Iris's report on education.
Made a mental note to pray for someone who is in a critical condition..
Cardiac cycle....
Ventricles....
European Union...
Cardiac..
EMG...
Mitral valves..
Sleepy....
Tiring...
Boredom..

I realised that we've got loads of projects to do this sem.
Every subject practically has a project! Shucks man!
And, I haven't really start interviewing for the culture proj, or at least a decent one.

Went to school on fri to witness the excellence ceremony, something like that.
Congratulations S! And the others!

How does living in a HDB estate shape singaporean lives?

Please tell me!

Today is a wonderful day!!
Love today!!
And this is my current fav right now:

Flying Petals - Spring Waltz Love Poem

The first day of school happens to be on the 19th Oct.
Quite an eventful day for some people, like Peishan's Birthday, Darius's concert and for the majority, our first day of a brand new sem.
I've always wanted to try out a totally different style that's so-not-hazel, say black for instance, not that it's not one of my fav colour. But black from head to fingernails to toenails. I think my dad will probably pass out saying I'm possessed by some demon and probably pray for me for like an hour or so. In the end, I chose jeans over my usual short shorts(as what C would say). Back to basics, I havent been wearing those for say, a year.

I think I shall wear jeans, again, tomorrow. Just feel like it.
Serene tried out her baking skills yesterday night, baking brownies and it actually taste superb I would say for a first timer. I mean, I failed miserably at baking a decent cupcake/brownie on my 2nd attempt. So kudos to her! and make more for me please!! :D

On the other note, S, Matt, Chris, Wesley, Callie & I attended the concert at the arts house. I've never been to that place before. When we were searching for the hall, S and I came across one shop that was closed. It had displays of cute vintage pumps which are so pretty and colourful!! Made a mental note to myself that I gotta visit that shop if I pass it someother time.

We bought flowers, were they daisies? Oh I don't know, I'm real bad with flowers! Anyway, the florist can't put a ribbon altogether nicely!! I can do a better job than her!! In the end, S and I got creative, she crumpled the whole thing and I twined it around the stems on the train, which made it look so ballerina-ish. But I bet to others, it just looked like some crumpled ribbon. And so, whilst doing that, I broke 2 out of 3 stems. Gosh... I failed miserably.. again. But oh well, I felt arty-farty and it suits the event appropriately(the ballerina thingy)!

The hall, when we walked in, was decorated with a grand piano greeting us and as I glanced upwards, there were about 4-5 chandeliers hanging just above with white seats that was placed neatly, forming a semi circle around the grand piano.
Everyone was dressed so nicely! Simple frocks with a shawl for the older people, and for the younger generation, jeans to cute skirts to shorts. Imagine the vast difference! I thought it was a casual concert? What happened to casual?!
My favourite piece was the Etude(can't remember the whole name) because of the variations in dynamics that led me to my own thoughts. To me, it seemed like a never ending struggle, 2 parties pulling one another and finally it stopped. Oh! How I long for the aftermath of the struggle and the peace that comes after that..

School's starting tmr and I don't know why I'm so excited!!

 

Mummy is forever blur.
She thinks that I don't have school on monday, but I do!!
And the upcoming sem got no math, got no bio. Omg. All labs. I think I wanna cry.
I suck at them the most. It's like MedE X2!!! :'(
Save me. Did I get into the right course?

After many days of hard mugging, wait, no, it only started during the weekends when my body system sense the urgency...
First time in my poly life had I started so late.. it's kinda freaking me out!!
And I know next week would be the release of 'The Results'. Gosh, I so wanna throw my phone into my house's fishing pond..

Molgen was mad hard! Even Biophy was easier!!
Like what the heck was induced mutation?
Gosh, so many of the last 2 topics, and so little of the first few!
Thank God I started from topic 5 upwards! And to think I cramped everything in less than 48 hours...

Oh, I just found out.
Mutations can also be caused by agents in the environment; these are induced mutations.

Let's all cry.
I'm gonna be induced hazel.

It's been awhile since I last took pictures like this..

Great day with S!! :D

xoxo

Went town to get Iris's present.
Ain't a easy job!! Thank God my pay came in just in time!! (Although not much!)

Super glad she liked it!! Hard time findin' ya know!!
CK had sale and Matt got 1 basic top for like $70!! (:O
But it's unique and nice!

Matt look more mature here ehh?

Seriously, one of a kind.
The irony is just soo...!!! HAHAAHA!


I can't help but wonder why does she attract all kind of flavours.. LOL!
There's cherry, lime etc, and COLGATE! haha!!

Building up the momentum,
losing it next.
It's all gone, just like the wind.
Just like the patchwork, just like the letters.
The only thing coming out from my tongue -
_____  you!

No words needed.
No contact needed.
Alone is what I need.
My silhouette stands by me together with God and my friends.
That's all I need.

I pray that my memories will be flushed.
I pray that everything will be in order.
Recuperate, recover and be revived!

Anyhoos, passed up my PCB alr! Like seriouslyy!! That thing can take up to dinosaur years to finish it up!
Cause you gotta be pur-fect in whatever you do! Thank God! Although mine has quite a drift!

And, the concert is coming right up on thursday.
and Med E lab test!! 15%!!!
and then main exams and my long break..

Cheerios to Jemima!! She did a great job in compiling the water tech video!! Like total coolness!!!
Not to mention Nadia, Fitriah, Zach, hongyong for the prac and everything!!
LIKE FINALLY DONE!! :D

It's freakishly scary, can't you just state your name?
Or at least let me know via email, sms or smthg?

Sigh, busy days.
Many things left undone,
Things that should be completed ages ago are still not completed.

Everything is coming into my way,
my life is getting boring-er.
Today is a Saturday, which I spent it in school, doing projects till 7+ pm!
I wonder what will tomorrow be?
I pray that it'd be better.

Stitches undone,
life's a bore.
Waiting for the verdict,
yet again.
Life ahead,
no one knows.
Yet I ponder,
what will come.

I don't know what to do or what to expect, except to leave it all to Him and let Him decide my life for me.
Meanwhile, waiting is the key.

Sheesh, the upcoming week would be like a bullet train for me man,
Esp with all the projs, presentation and Choir photoshoot! *screams!!*

Oh well, at least Molgen is about 90% done! HURRAH!
Totally love it!! :D All our blood & sweat. It'd better be good!

Grow fringe grow!
Never trust your sis to cut your fringe for you, although she cuts for herself like every month or so!!!

A short recap of a conversation between Elka(maid) & me.

Me: So who is your fav artist right now?
Maid: Mariah Carey.
Me: No! I mean the male ones lah...
Maid: JT lah! *like-duh face*
Me: what is JT? You mean Jay-Z?
Maid: No no no! JT!!!
Me: Who is JT?!?!  *Cries in exasperation*
Maid: Justin Timberlake lah!! Everyone calls him JT! *Looks as me as if I'm from Mars*
Me: Seriously? wow...

I feel so out of this era...

Oh and I went to cut my hair on Sabbath day.
And it became shorter because I forgot to tell the hairdresser not to touch the length.
But S says I look neater and taller. But now my hair can't touch my Bs anymore, but can touch my Bstrap cause it's layered.
How tragic..



S, don't worry okay! Just let loose and rock Europe! Go crazy and enjoy there! Don't bring all your sadness with you. Go say hi to Belle, Cinderella, Ariel and Sleeping Beauty for me okay! HAHAHA! Remember: The word is ENJOY!!! :D